i think i understand why girls can't go without make up (well most girls anyways). i mean once u're used to putting on make up on a daily basis, and if u don't put make up for a bit, then u'd feel slightly naked. at least that's how i felt a few days before when my eye was swollen.

when u work, u need to be at least presentable. hence my journey of skirts have commenced, and make up as well. i mean not to the extent that ur make up is thick like cake, but at least pple can see got some colour other than beige on ur face. so... been wearing make up ever since i started work. feels like a long time tho. anyways, when i had my swollen eye i cld not put eye make up at all.. so i thot why don't i just not make up at all. and then when i walked towards the bus stop i started feeling weird. like there was something on my face... (or not)

okie now that i realised, this post doesn't make any sense. so read if u're bored. see why i put the disclaimer here? cos it's to trick u all into reading it and then after that, find out that u don't have to even bother and waste brain juice on this post. i'm so evil. pardon me, it's 0915 and i'm at work. hahahaha... okie i think my point is that, it's easy to get used to something, and not realised that u are. so when u're not putting that something on, or not using it, u'd feel a bit weird. like something's out of place.

on a side note: how can some pple knowing that the bus is crowded, still put their butts on 2 seats. effectively disallowing pple who might have an ankle that's hurting (ie me!!) to sit?! but not that he knows that i'm having an aching ankle.... but still there might be pple who need to sit down what!

another side note: ankle is aching cos of some grappling shit taught in a martial arts class i attended yest. still thinking whether to join or not... sigh!!! help me!!! make my decision for me!